No matter what I do, I can’t get away from my past or certain people. People need to learn to forgive and forget. That people change, and someone you knew during their teenage years, can change into a very different person by the time they are an “adult”.
It’s annoying that people care about others people lives so much in a negative way. I don’t care about people I dislike, or aren’t friends with anymore. I don’t lurk them or check up on them. I lurk the fuck out of my friends and keep on their lives because I care about them and want to make sure they are doing good, I try to be the best friend that I can be. Even if we aren’t that close.
Every time a friendship ends with me and someone, people out their hop on some hate Kayla bandwagon. (Even if the person I’m not friends with doesn’t hate me)
Every time I start a new relationship with someone, people try and fuck it up before it even has a chance to run its own course.
But yet, here I am, still having friends, reclining friendships, having relationships and being a genially happy person. Here I am, still fighting my past everyday to prove I am a different person, that I grew up and changed, and that I am in fact still human.